Losing

One more day, one step at a time – seek whatever help you need and hold on for tomorrow. Step. Who am I? I’m not sure I’ve ever known what that means. I prided myself on my intellect. I’m no genius, but my problem-solving ability has always served me and given me confidence. My bodyContinue reading “Losing”

Shutdown

Fight for the help you need. I’m going to follow some advice and write about how things feel in the moment without trying to make sense of it. My whole body feels like it’s giving up. I’m losing the ability to do basic things (physically and mentally). Mentally: I can’t find the words I need.Continue reading “Shutdown”

What goes up…

Despite my negative experiences, if you’re experiencing a crisis, I urge you to seek all the professional (and emotional) help you can. Even the negative experiences can save your life as they have for me. Since my last post I crashed hard. I’ve been to both the Emergency Department at the hospital and a MentalContinue reading “What goes up…”