Tag Archives: love

Shutdown

Fight for the help you need. I’m going to follow some advice and write about how things feel in the moment without trying to make sense of it. My whole body feels like it’s giving up. I’m losing the ability to do basic things (physically and mentally). Mentally: I can’t find the words I need.Continue reading “Shutdown”

Hallucinations?

I’m gonna preface by saying I don’t think what I’m experiencing is normal. I don’t know if this is something I should seek help for or just be curious about. Please comment if you have any insight…A lot is happening to me at the moment that I don’t yet fully understand. I’ve been alone forContinue reading “Hallucinations?”

Trauma

This is going to be messy and unorganized, but unfiltered. I know there are people who have had it far worse than I could ever imagine and I feel deeply for anyone who’s gone through any kind of trauma. However, one of the biggest sources of pain and suffering that I see and experience inContinue reading “Trauma”

R&R

An uncharacteristically short post… I am currently having a week off as I transition between jobs. I had been feeling off and particularly unproductive in the 3 weeks before this holiday. I have been fighting the urge to be productive, so I set no alarms. I wake up when I wake up. Often that happensContinue reading “R&R“